2 Days in a row!!!

Day 2 that I've felt "good".  My stomach is finally getting "adjusted" to all the drugs that I'm feeding it.. besides the chemo and steroids...anti-depression, anti-anxiety, anti-nausea, heartburn, ambien to sleep...sure the list will get longer as this goes on...having some pain in my legs that I remember from last time...know I took a drug for that too.  That's whats so hard about going thru this again..I REMEMBER what it felt like and what to expect.  The first time it was the "un-known" and now it's just, "Oh yea, I remember feeling this"  ( Really,  I'm thinking..what the *&%#)  Hoping that it might get better as I get used to the fact that the cancer has returned..it was such a whirlwind of a week, blood work,cat scan, week-end of worry, told the cancer had returned, started chemo, hydration and port put in..all in a matter of 7 days!  Any one of those would be enough to put you over the edge!!  Even thou it wasn't a nice sunny day, I did manage to get dressed later in the day, ( first time in 5 days) and went to the grocery store with Bob..Wal-Mart of all places on a sunday afternoon....always good for a few laughs :-)     Bought lots of food that looked good a few hours ago, but not sure now, another "thing" I remember from before!  Big Mac still in fridge from 2 days ago...Kentucky Fried Chicken sounded good yesterday?????   Settled on a loaf of fresh bread, basil and tomatoes from the garden with alittle garlic...yummy dinner and flavors that I can taste.  Not much else accomplished, back in pj.s and comfortable.  Thanks for all the phone calls today...Please don't feel that you "can't" call or that it might be a "bad" time.   My phone is downstairs when I'm sleeping and Bob will answer it..or just leave a message..I promise I'll get back to you  xo