FINALLY!!

Figured I was coming "out of the fog" when I was still up at 1:00am and had to take a ambien to get to sleep.  I've been kind of "out of it" for around 72 hours this time!!  That is alot of sleeping and just laying around.  I'm still feeling nauseous, and light headed, but got dressed and went out to the store to buy a birthday gift this morning.  Then I came home and had to lay down for an hour, but am feeling good enough to want to do things.  Chemo on Monday will be the end of cycle 4..and if I stay on track with what the Dr. said I will only have 6 cycles!!!!!  So I'm already 1/2 way thru it.  Still feeling extremely anxious about this, even with my CA-125 down considerably, it doesn't do much to quell the fear, that there still is a tumor inside of me, and not knowing what it's doing puts me on edge.  But instead of worrying about what I can't fix, I'm going to enjoy the sunshine and beautiful day and do what I can, and when I'm tired I'll sit down and relax and know that things will get better tomorrow.  And always, thank-you so much for your continued prayers and kind words being sent to me.  "BE PATIENT.  OUR PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS ANSWERED, BUT NOT ALWAYS ON THE EXACT DAY WE'D LIKE THEM TO BE"