Are you kidding me!!!!!!!

Again I'm up in the middle of the night after a few hours of sleep. The Dr. did prescribe ambien for me to take to sleep, but I haven't been taking it in awhile...thou I think I may have to start taking it again.  Being awake in the middle of the night in a quiet house is not good....my anxiety and fear take over and it's hard to "quiet" the demons in my head.  I had my cat scan yesterday.  Sometime during the night I got up and went downstairs and fell asleep in the chair.  Next thing I know, Bob is shaking me, calling my name and telling me it is 7:45....and that I've got to get up.  Are you kidding me!!!  I have to have BOTH bottles of barium drank by 8:00 and leave for the hospital at 8:15!!!  He had just gotten up and realized he didn't hear me downstairs and found me sound asleep.  I'm not one to move really quick in the morning, but I managed to drink 1 1/2 bottles and get dressed and out the door.  In one way it was nice because I didn't have time to think about it, I just had to do it.  Of course once at the hospital they wanted me to drink MORE barium, but since I've been doing this for YEARS, I knew I had plenty in me to get a good picture.  After I enjoyed a wonderful breakfast with Abby and Beth and later in the day visited with the little one I used to babysit.  Day off from all DR.S tomorrow..a day to do what I want..which is probably sleep since I'm up all night!!  Peace.....