Sorry for myself..............

So I've had a 2 day pity party and cry fest for myself.  Thinking I'll drag it out thru the week-end then pick myself up and start fighting again.  I've turned off my phone, but have listened to the messages you are leaving.  I just can't talk about  "IT" without breaking down and I don't want to be crying on the phone with you.  I promise I will return your phone calls and messages.  I'm very thankful that the tumor hasn't gotten bigger or moved to another place, I had just hoped that it would of gotten alittle smaller and possibly had been able to have surgery, 6 months of chemo then be done with it.   Anyway I'm doing ok, hanging around the house in my pjs reading US Weekly magazines and feeling sorry for myself, but like I said ,I will bounce back and start fighting even harder.  Thanks for all your encouragement and kind words and prayers.   Peace & Love    Marcia