Another plan in motion

So I go for my annual appointment at the gynecologist, who I've been a patient of for 30 plus years and trust him completely.  He asked how I was doing with the chemo treatments etc..and I tell him about my plan to see a new Dr. and get a 2nd opinion.  He doesn't personally know this Dr., but told me he had someone he would recommend me to go and see.   He is going to try and get me into see this Dr who I know of and know that he has a very good reputation, but is hard to get an appointment with.  I will know by the end of next week.

Needless to say I'm not sure what exactly I want to do anymore.  I think I should of waited till after the wedding to make a move, that doing it now is just adding more stress to my life that I don't need.  I do think if I can get into the 2nd Dr. I will go as he only deals with women's cancers...not sure what I'll do about the first new Dr.   I've got a few weeks to think it all thru and really need to see what the PET scan says.  At least my life is not boring!  Watching the girls monday morning and working at the funeral home at night,  chemo on tuesday and PET scan on wed.  Full week again....   Enjoy the 4th..can't believe my baby girl will be 27 on the 5th. 
                                                           Peace & Love