One month done

It's been 21 days of treatment and not all that great, but tolerable I thought, but once I stopped taking the pills my hair has started to fall out in big clumps and I've hit the wall big time.  I go and see the Dr. today and hope he has a solution to all my issues.  After getting my blood tested yesterday the office called and told me that my white count was down, way down and not to go out in public, be around sick people or people in general etc....So I know I'm going to have to get the nuelasta shot which makes me feel like I have the flu for 3 days.  Haven't felt this bad in a  long time and hate that I do, but you just reach a point where enough is enough, thou I wont quit treatment, I just wish there was an easier way of doing it, with no side effects.  I'm sure everyone who has cancer wishes that too,  Will post what is happening next soon.
                                                                       Peace & Love,
                                                                                       Marcia